Oh bring that on.
I am feeling as though I am on an immense, terrifying high - there are things I am scared of, things I am desperately unsure of, things making me so confused I want to scream and now, right this now, I feel a deep sense of uncaring apathy which allows me to soar high above such worries.
My dream last night unsettled me more than a dream has done since my recurring nightmares of last year. It has made me realise that if I go on living like I have done and I do end up dying at the hands of another then my life afterlife evaluation will be one of deep self irritation; I am saying no to all of those people and events and circumstances and systems that want me to follow a certain life path and going to do exactly as I want to from here on in.
Course, me kicking God in the bollocks and laughing manically may be a more realistic prospect. Here's to life. And all that jazz.
posted by Cos Ryan @ 7:40 PM
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