This week has been off the fucking chain.
Seriously. There are some weird things a happening.
I realised that I am perhaps in the worst financial state in which I've ever been. I saw a squirrel shouting in a tree and when I got near, he turned, looked me square in the eye and screamed at me until I went away. I was sat on a bench at uni at around 10 one day, and there was an owl on a signpost and it flew off and shouted something in owl. Easter brought chocolate joy, which was nice, and should keep me going for the next few months - I've gone off chocolate. No one bought my art after the second relisting, so I've given up and realised that to try and sell something that no one wants is a futile endeavour. And it's irritating that it's a bank holiday because the library is still fucking shut. So I've not done any comics or drawings during the "holidays." Plus side, work's still fun. I hate being there some days, but it's usually fleeting.
I had a dream where there were these spiders, really big spiders, about the size of a great dane or Lion. And they were everywhere. And I remember distinctly that I wasn't scared - I realised that these were predators and could kill me instantly, and in horrible ways too, but I wasn't terrified, I just tried to avoid them - the same way that one avoids AIDS (keep out of its way). It was quite unsettling, the whole thing was very vivid, and it's one of the few dreams where I've been seeing it in the first person. Usually, in dreams, I'm a bystander. It's like I'm watching my imaginary life on TV, not actually living it. So I don't know what that means.
Fucking Easter. What a waste of time. No one cares any more. Apparently sales of Jesus related DVDs was way down on last year.
posted by Cos Ryan @ 6:47 PM
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